You have caught me at a most interesting time in my life and I feel as harried as the stranger who accidentally walks into the bathroom while you’re doing a number two.
In a week, I leave for college. Less than a month ago, I was traveling through Spain and Senegal. I don’t know if my head has quite caught up to me yet.
The hope is that I can tell you about my travels, both internationally and the journey to college. Both have been full of laughter and tears, and both have a similar goal in common: I want to challenge myself.
I am one of those sick thrill seekers who likes to put themselves to the test; it’s still unclear to me why but it’s a force never the less. So instead of going to college within New England, home to a college per street corner, I choose Arizona. Yes, finances played a part (merit scholarships baby!) and the constant sunshine did add incentive but most of all, I wanted to prove to myself that I could live on my own. I choose the challenge.
It was the same with Africa: I went for the challenge. I wanted to see the world. I wanted to see how other people lived, loved and laughed. So instead of going to Europe straight away, I choose Senegal.
Do I regret either? Not really.
Am/was scared as hell at the prospect? Heck yes.
But I think challenge is necessary. Challenge requires growth and growth will make me more like the person I hope to be: a women following God and loving life.
Tony Robbins had it right: “Life is a gift, and it offers us the privilege, opportunity and responsibility to give something back by becoming something more.”
So brace yourself because this flower to about to bloom.
Sincerely,
A.
can't wait to watch this flower bloom! love and miss you girly xx
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